Time, take me away cause I can barely hold on

domingo, 30 de enero de 2011

This is my hell

There's to many thoughts right now and the're becoming cages for me. Don't get this the wrong way, I'm not sad or feeling bad, but I'm not feeling alright either, like I said it's like I have nothing else to offer, like I'm empty and the world is not following my steps. So what should you do when you wake up after dreaming for so long?back to reality , I thought it would be easier this way but it's quite the opposite
But you know what?I dont fucking care anymore, carpe diem, I'm gonna live my life just like I want to and fuck all the rest

It's a game. I wanted to skip to the end and to the whole happily ever after thing. But you don't get there, unless you play the game.

In this endless maze I'll suffocate

lunes, 24 de enero de 2011

Get out alive

Mucha gente disfruta de la musica, para mi es una parte esencial de mi vida, me ha ayudado en mis peores momentos y me ha endulzado mas aun los buenos, ha añadido ritmo y banda sonora a una vida silenciada,y uno de los grupos que para mi mas ha marcado la diferencia es y sera Three Days Grace, de ellos podria decir muchisimas cosas, que son canadienses, que tienen 3 albumes de estudio y un directo en detroit, que siguen en activo y espero que por mucho tiempo, que babeo incesantemente cada vez que veo o escucho a su vocalista, adam gontier, pero nada de eso es realmente importante, lo importante es todas las sensaciones que he tenido escuchando sus letras, las ganas de luchar y seguir adelante con canciones como Riot o Gone forever, los lagrimones escuchando temazos lacrimogenos como Last to know o Never too late...la fuerza al escuchar Just like you o Animal I have become y las ganas de cantarla una y otra vez aunque tuviera que repetir mil veces el mismo trozo, la emocion al escuchar la voz de Adam con canciones de otros grandes grupos como The rooster de Alice in chains, o Wicked game, o Another lonely day...las ganas de estar alli cada vez que veo el Live at the palace, la sensacion de que hay algo mejor ahi fuera y puedo ir a por ello, es mas quiero ir a por ello, y direis que triste que todo eso sea por un misero grupo musical no?Puede ser pero si encuentro la felicidad en forma de acordes golpes de bateria y una voz desgarrada en lugar de en cosas menos productivas, o mas quien sabe, pues que le vamos a hacer, seguiremos siendo estupidos.Stay in grace

viernes, 21 de enero de 2011

One day I'll fly away

Sin duda en dias como hoy lo mejor es no levantarse, despues de una noche en la que los sueños no auguran nada bueno y tampoco lo hace el futuro que te queda?
All hope is gone?Solo queda esperar y ver lo inevitable




Y si la vida es un instante hoy quiero olvidar que existo, quiero escapar a mi desierto sin ser visto, salir de este círculo, volar a otro lugar, quedarme quieto, allí la soledad es mi amuleto




Shaun morgan, hoy te toca acompañarme 

domingo, 16 de enero de 2011

Bitter taste


It's amazing how easily people can change, one day you love someone with all your heart and the next day you hate their guts, one day you can't imagine your life without them and the next one you don't want to see them ever again.
I've never been able of doing that, I think if you really love someone some of that love stays with you forever, or at least it should be that way
I've always "messured" all my I love you, I don't like to say it actually, but when I love someone, for real I have to
Now I'm in a time of my life in wich I feel kind of lost, I don't know why though but I feel it everyday and everywhere I go. There's too many things changin and I can't handle it
What hurts the most is not being able to say I'm in love with you even though I do love him, he doesn't see love the way I do and he won't say it so it might be childish but neihter am I

I'm not able of opening my heart to someone who doesn't, sorry

And today, someone I loved very much told me that I'm gonna end up just like my mother, and that's the worst thing that could happen to me, It scares the hell out of me, even more than clowns
so I'm thinking is that true? ok maybe I'm not the best person in the whole universe , but I'm not her, anyone but her...I'll fight like hell if I have to

But also I'm happy to say that today I have erased that person of my life, forever, you destroyed me back then but not anymore, today I can say ..


So long, I have erased you