It's amazing how easily people can change, one day you love someone with all your heart and the next day you hate their guts, one day you can't imagine your life without them and the next one you don't want to see them ever again.
I've never been able of doing that, I think if you really love someone some of that love stays with you forever, or at least it should be that way
I've always "messured" all my I love you, I don't like to say it actually, but when I love someone, for real I have to
Now I'm in a time of my life in wich I feel kind of lost, I don't know why though but I feel it everyday and everywhere I go. There's too many things changin and I can't handle it
What hurts the most is not being able to say I'm in love with you even though I do love him, he doesn't see love the way I do and he won't say it so it might be childish but neihter am I
I'm not able of opening my heart to someone who doesn't, sorry
And today, someone I loved very much told me that I'm gonna end up just like my mother, and that's the worst thing that could happen to me, It scares the hell out of me, even more than clowns
so I'm thinking is that true? ok maybe I'm not the best person in the whole universe , but I'm not her, anyone but her...I'll fight like hell if I have to
But also I'm happy to say that today I have erased that person of my life, forever, you destroyed me back then but not anymore, today I can say ..
So long, I have erased you